no idea

fudge!!!

2005-06-15T16:43:00.000-07:00

fudge!!!
errr!! my phone was locked! i cant use it nimore.. well, i guess i just have to fix it? huhh.. maybe go to a shop where they can fix it? arrrghh.. hope that files wont be affected.. i guess.. i dont really noe what went wrong with it.. uhhh.. ung messages dun!!

school!!!
regular classes tom! err.. thats it.. not in the mood...

i have my braces na!/ showbizz

2005-05-28T00:16:00.000-07:00

i have braces on nah!
i woke up early then we went to the dentist.. i spent3 hrs.? sitting there with my mouth wide open.. haha.. it really took a long time to finish the procedures? haha.. so.. now i have it on and it really feels uncomfortable.. they said that i would start to feel pain the next day.. uhh.. its really hard to eat..

showbizzz..
before we got to the dentist we went to greenbelt.. we were waiting to be sitted to eat lunch.. i was standing and i saw kitchie nadal.. she really looked like a "rakista" you know with her hair styled that looked as if it was just pulled back with a pony tail.. she was wearing all black.. and after that we went to shang [nothing to do?] there were some ramp models i think it was a a show made to celebrate the success of "hp" haha.. i really dont know.. drew areliano [dunno how to spell his last name] and mariel from MTV were the hosts.. their guest performer was kyla.. so we stayed there and watched the show.. i recorded it using my cell i think for 7 mins. because there wasnt enough memory.. it was nice cause i really like the voice of kyla..

sleepless night

2005-05-17T05:22:00.000-07:00

sleepless night..
its now 5am and i can see the sun shinning.. man, i cant sleep.. im with my cuz and we cant believe that we never felt sleepy.. and now were planning to go outside and jog.. haha.. i can even hear cars.. maybe going to work? haha.. sobrang liwanag na!!! taking pictures.. haha.. ill post the pics later.. :D

summer

2005-05-14T04:38:00.000-07:00

what do we do during summer...?

eat healthy..

work..

walk..

... its our maid and river.

my cousin.. bumibili sa tindahan..

motor-bike

amazed with the egg?

tawa lng..

drink "alcohol"? huuhh??

pull eachothers hair.. nice..

pose..

smile.

galit?!

ngite.

uhhh..

lakad lng.. cge..

braces ii

2005-05-13T02:56:00.000-07:00

braces..

i wonder how i would look like if i had braces on.. yikess.. haha!

hahaha!!

braces. to be continued

2005-05-12T19:46:00.000-07:00

braces[to be continued?haha..]
i went to the dentist last monday.. and the dentist told me that i need to have braces on.. so, they took my x-ray and picture.. im not really sure if i can do it.. cause many say that it hurts a lot.. ohh well.. well have a bible study.. ill just post tom.

summer

2005-05-05T00:43:00.000-07:00

Boredom
It sure is boring here.. well for me.. all these days I have nothing to do.. tv,text,phone.. every day I stay in my room.. wait for text messages..calls and spend my time watching every show on tv.. one more thing thats really irritating is the weather.. I mean its really hot.. every day and every night my air-con is on.. arrghhh..

happiness
from the time that kris had a heartbreak because of it [that was april 2005] all the time we were talking on the phone..i actually wanted to make her smile but then memories of it would stop her from being happy.. but now shes moving on from her past and im so happy that she finally learned her lesson.. I just wish shell find happiness from her friends specially her anak and bestfriend..

sections
im so happy to know my section! Yippee.. I will be in section four.. mara jaurigue, Erika cayco and reichelle carlos will be my classmates.. mara was my classmate when we were in grade5.. grade6..grade7 and first year? Nice.. haha…erika was my classmate only in grade7.. and reichelle..di pa ata.. Bernice cruz is actually sad to know that shes in section3.. haha.. don’t you worry Bernice.. hehe..

sun breakdown
one day I woke up and found no missed calls and text messages in my cell.. I was thinking that people were just busy.. but then.. some called at home and asked me -bat di ka nagrereply? Libre naman sa sun ha?- its only that time when I found out that I couldn’t receive calls and texts..i thought that there was something wrong in my cell.. but then when kris and I was talking on the phone she said -alang nagtetext sakin..- so we thought that there was something wrong with the network.. there was a missed call in my other phone [globe] it was Bernice using their landline.. so I called her, she asked for my section.. blablabla.. she also told me that she couldn’t receive calls and text messages on her sun cell.. that night because I was so pissed.. I called the sun hotline.. and complained.. the operator said. “sorry for the inconvenience but at this moment we are fixing something in our network that’s why some prepaid users are really affected.. but it will be fixed soon” yeah right.. don’t they know that its important to us? Haha.. anyway.. the next day.. it was fixed.. well thanks to me.. haha.. joke..

my birthday

2005-04-29T15:46:00.000-07:00

my birthday!
it was my birthday yesterday! happy birthday to me.. haha.. so there.. i thought that it would be full of sadness.. good thing everything went right.. me and my parents went to newworld hotel.. last april 27, 9:30 pm.. that day i only ate once.. lunch.. so yea. i was so hungry.. we ate at sugi in greenbelt..while we were eating.. a group of actors and actresses came and sat next to our table.. haha.. after eating we wen back to our room.. it ws already late but then i wanted to wait for my birthday.. my cellphones started to ring.. yea.. some calledand texted.. 12 noon!! haha.. more greetings.. haha..we went to the mall to shop.. my dad asked me what i want as a gift.. i was joking and asked him for a laptop..i never thought he was serious.. he really bought me one.. haha.. i really dont know what happenedto my dad but he sure was so generous that time.. haha..so might as well grab the opportunity and askfor more.. haha.. shop..shop and shop.. it was fun.. hehe.. well thanks for all who dint forget my birthday!hehe..

tears

2005-04-26T19:29:00.000-07:00

tears
today i cry this tears away.. to let go of the sadness im feeling.. people do not notice the gloom inside me.. its not that easy to stop thinking about it.. when will this end?..

you first believed
How many times did I pray you'd find me...

How many wishes on a star,

Gazing off into the dark

Dreaming I'd see your face

Safe at home unafraid,

Captured in your embrace.

So many times when my heart was broken,

Visions of you would keep me strong.

You were with me all along,

Guiding my every step.

You are all that I am

And I'll never forget.

It was you,

who first believed

In all that I was made to be.

It was you,

looking in my eyes.

You held my hand and showed me life.

And I've never been the same

,Since you first believed.

There were times when I thought I'd lost you,

Fearing forever was a dream.

But it wasn't what it seemed,

Placing your hand in mine,

You could see in the dark,

You were guiding my heart.

It was you,

who first believed

In all that I was made to be.

It was you,

looking in my eyes.

You held my hand and showed me life.

And I've never been the same,

Since you first believed.

How many times did I pray you'd find me...

How many wishes on a star...

problems

2005-04-26T18:38:00.000-07:00

problems
why do we encounter problems? some say its a test to make us stronger.. people have their own problems.. it may be simple or it may be a big problem.. my birthday is on the 28th of this month.. two days more.. will my problems be solved? i just wish people will understand what i feel.. i just want things to be all righ on my birthday.. i want to see myself happy.. i just wish....

broken soul

2005-04-23T19:38:00.000-07:00

broken soul

im hoping its you

Someone who can satisfy my every little need

I'm hoping its you

Ive been waiting for someone to bring their love to me

I'm hoping its you

I wonder if youre qualified to give me love and affection

Cuz in my mind,

Im hoping that it's you

Cuz things never seem to go my way

Ive been hurt so many times before

And I need a little something more,

are you that someone

Someone who can satisfy my every little need

You got an opportunity if you want to be mine

I want you to know that people say

Im hard to please

So wont you come and change my world

I can give you anything you need

But I want to know what can you do for me

What can you do for me, baby

You can make me love you

Dont waste my time

Put your heart into it

And everything will be allright

You got to promise to be that special one in my life

Said it feels so good to know that you are all mine

Im looking for someone

someone to bring their love to me

Im hoping its you

broken sonnet

And now i concede

On the night of this fifteenth song

Of melancholy

And now i will admit in this fourth line

That i love you.

I dont care what they say

I dont care what they do

cause tonight ill leave my fears behind

cause tonight ill be right at your side.

The clock on the tv says 8:39 pm

Its the same

And in this next line

ill say it all over again

That i love you

I dont care what they say

I dont care what they do

cause tonight ill leave my fears behind

cause tonight ill be right at your side.

Lie down right next to me

And i will never let go

Will never let go.

But still i see the tears from your eyes

Maybe im just not the one for you.

still

I know its hard to believe your still the biggest part of me

all Im living for

I still think about you

I still dream about you

I still want you and need you by my side

Im still mad about you

all I ever wanted was you

your still the one

Its hard to breathe when were apart

your like sunshine in my heart

I keep you here inside

youve been everything to me

youve been and always will be the apple of my eye

And I know its hard to believe

your still the biggest part of me

all Im living for

I still think about you

I still dream about you

I still want you and need you by my side

I still mad about you

all i ever wanted was you

your still the one

If you love me look into my eyes

and say you do

Ive been waiting all my life

for someone just like you

all that we've been through

im still in love with you

and I want you to know I do,

your still the one

in a rush

It came over me in a rush

when I realized that i love you so much

that sometimes i cry

but I cant tell you why

why I feel what i feel inside

how I try to express whats been troublin my mind

but still I cant find the words

but I know that somethings got a hold of me

It came over me in a rush

when I realized that i love you so much

that sometimes i cry

but I cant tell you why

why I feel what i feel inside

baby someday ill find a way to say

just what you mean to me

but if that day never comes along

and you dont hear this song

i guess you'll never know

exhausted

2005-04-21T20:00:00.000-07:00

exhausted
Got up early and went to the gym with my mom.. I actually dont have plans of going to the mall since its really hot outside, but then.. ill just be bored here at home.. so.. making a choice was really hard.. haha.. just kidding.. so there.. it was my first time and of course I didn’t know how to operate the machines.. haha.. so, I started with this machine [how do you call it anyway?] and while I was reading the instructions and trying to do it right.. a guy came [whos actually not an instructor] and taught me what to do.. aww.. isnt he nice? he made the adjustments and all..and hes actually cute.. all the time he was just looking and smiling..okei.. enough with that big smile.. haha.. and now im home.. trying to relax.. and now i feel like i wrestled with someone.. haha..